I am not doing very well with my Lunar New Year resolution. I have started several posts, but they don't seem to make it to the live blog. I am removed from all of this, I know I have said it before but I have always been a sort of "out of sight, out of mind type of person". I say this for lack of a better phrase because that has a negative overtone. It is not as though I am not thinking about the people in my life because they are always on my mind, they just share space with everything else I am doing. I am "very in the moment" isn't that a trait that most people want? My moments have been spent trying to build my business, nurturing relationships, watching good movies, seeing the world, reading wonderful books, trying desperately to organize my studio where I do my work, that includes purging the house of unwanted goods and shopping for new things to make my life more efficient and beautiful.
We are at the point where our home study needs updating and soon we will need to update our I600A. So my daughter is still just a pile of paperwork for me. Isn't that sad? Everything I am doing now is for her. But the payoff is at a place in an indefinite space in time. Steve and I didn't date this long before we got engaged. We weren't engaged this long before we got married! But the best things are worth waiting for... that is something I do know about.
