It seems I have spent the last 6 months of my life trying to memorize every detail, the contours of your face, every eyelash, your creamy color, the placement of every dimple. Nothing can capture the satiny softness of your skin. At every moment I have the desire to pickle you forever; preserve every wonder that you are at any that moment. When we nap together I try to absorb you as if I were a tree and you my life giving sun. I cannot describe how inextricably part of me you feel. When you sleep you grin as if having a great dream of milk showering from clouds and flowers bursting from the ground to give you something to chew on. I can't help but smile as you suck on a phantom nipple or jump as if in your beloved bouncer. You are the most beautiful thing my eyes have ever beheld, I love you to my core, no bond could be stronger. You are my miracle and I bask in the wonder of that knowledge every day. Little boy, you are everything I needed and didn't know it. You are magic.
